Um so I got the Pointplus calculator and I won't say how many points I am allotted but I feel like its a million. Now I could easily eat that many points at the drive-thru but to eat healthily I feel like I'm gonna have to start eating 18 meals a day. I'm no scientist and I know that Weight Watchers works but it seems crazy to have to eat that much food. Now I know some of my smaller compatriots would be angry at my complaining but it seems like A LOT of food. But I guess we'll see this week. I have all my paperwork ready to go and other than Wednesday night's chicken and dumplings I feel ready to go in the eating department.
Mentally and emotionally I am trying to get out of a rut. I'm not like crazy depressed or crazy happy either. I'm just kinda sittin here watching my life go by, dreaming about having a family. I've looked into a couple of free dating sites but it seems like the quality ones you have to pay for. I'm not against that but the reality is I can't afford that for another month now. I'm also TERRIFIED of dating. I feel like I would be terrified even if I was smaller but at my size I'm mortified. How much is it to ask that I can marry rich?